im feeling really crap. small, petty comments upset me yesterday and now I have become self aware of a suicide method that has been at my disposal for the last 13 years. pain free too, I am a bit bothered by the fact that the medicine that keeps me alive can also take it away. I hope to not get into a position where I even think of using it. I need some sort of help to keep my mind busy. sitting in this stupid house gets my mind wandering
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Pain isn’t always the only thing you face from attempting or failing an attempt.
Meds and pills can be tricky and if you fail can cause some damage and really bad effects.
And might sound silly, but if you’re actually taking that as a medication usually you’ll also run out if you do that.
Don’t let little comments take a big effect on you.
It’s easy for a person to just throw a comment at you and leave you to deal with it while they walk away.
Don’t let give it too much thought and let it upset you.
Even if you’re just sitting there i’m sure you can find a thing or two that would keep you busy and distracted.
I am diabetic and need to inject insulin to live. I never ever thought of the ‘what if I inject too much?’ question till I saw a girl on the news died on sunday and was diabetic. she went to bed and didn’t wake up. I have now found out is a very real risk to diabetics, to not wake up. however I am not yet at peace with going, if I were able to just go then I would .
That girl might have just been lucky (or well… unlucky), i don’t know much about it though, so i can’t say.
But yeah, if you end up doing that, you have to remember that it doesn’t just take the bad parts of your life away it will also take the good parts, things you still like and enjoy, and pretty much everything else with it.