Is it bad that I know where the key is at for my dads guns? Is it bad I got a refil on my medicine and I’m willing to shallow it all? Is it bad that this might be my last night alive?
Yes it is bad, assuming your relationship with him is functional, try to imagine what he would feel if you took his keys and killed yourself with his guns. I often think about my own father when I have my suicidal thoughts and I would never want him to feel responsible in any kind of way. As for the meds.. Don’t take all.
I am one of those who believes a thing is never bad in and of itself. If a gang of murderers was headed toward you, knowing where that key is could be a good thing.
Its all in what we do with what we know…and I know nothing about you. About the only thing I know is it seems to me we must be sure we are of stable mind and logical thought if we act to end our lives. I have found myself to be neither of those things when actively suicidal.
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Yes it is bad, assuming your relationship with him is functional, try to imagine what he would feel if you took his keys and killed yourself with his guns. I often think about my own father when I have my suicidal thoughts and I would never want him to feel responsible in any kind of way. As for the meds.. Don’t take all.
I am one of those who believes a thing is never bad in and of itself. If a gang of murderers was headed toward you, knowing where that key is could be a good thing.
Its all in what we do with what we know…and I know nothing about you. About the only thing I know is it seems to me we must be sure we are of stable mind and logical thought if we act to end our lives. I have found myself to be neither of those things when actively suicidal.
I hope you remain well tonight.