I’ve pushed away everyone who I used to care about. Each morning before school I sit in the library reading a book in a pathetic attempt to escape reality. The bell goes and I’m scared to go to class, then I become aware that I’ve forgotten my timetable. I get this sinking feeling and the anxiety starts to kick in. I’m shaking and I can barely breath when I realise that I’ve now got to speak to someone and ask where to go. Walking to class I’m pushed, laughed at and of course I end up running into one of my old friends, the one who has been blackmailing me. I can’t breath, I have to escape but there’s no where to go.
I’m lost.
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Where are your parents? Is this person threatening to tell your parents something you don’t want them to know? Is there a school psychiatrist, a minister, anyone you can trust to keep what you say private? Whatever it is you are being blackmailed for, there has to be a way out. And perhaps, if it were revealed, things might not be so bad. Do you want to talk to someone anonymously? You can email me at scdproject@earthlink.net