Decisions

It sounds like you really dread going to court and having to face the father again, but you also know that you’re child will be better off with you than anyone else.

You stated that you know the child’s father only cares for himself, and yet you love your baby unconditionally. What question is there in who would provide for the child better? If what you state is true, what if the child grows up believing that your death is their fault because the father doesn’t say otherwise?

You sound like a very loving and dedicated mother, and I know that your child would want you in their life. No one will ever love your child like you do, and at the end of the day, all a child wants is love and acceptance from those around them. I don’t know what your situation is, but you don’t sound like you really want to die. You sound like you want to be able to be there for your child, so if you’re willing please, tell us your story and maybe someone can help. Or reach out to your local nonprofits who can often help you find resources near you if you don’t want to talk online.

I hope things get better for you…