A friend of mine recently said to me ‘ you’re the author of your own life’ and my response was the title of this post. It’s true. It’s similar to the saying ‘men are masters of their own fate’ I suppose.
To make my recent downward spiral more persistent is the recent events involving my boyfriend of almost 1 year cheating on me with someone who used to be a good friend of mine, talk about ironic since she’s supposed to be in a relationship with my boyfriends best friend.. They insisted on lying but the truth always reveals itself eventually. Ha.
Anyways, apart from the usual talks of how depression has ruined my current life once again and how the feelings I so poorly explain are retuening; there’s not really much to say.
oh, apart from if anyone needs someone to talk to or even just to listen or to know someone’s there – just let me know, everyone needs someone..
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Your title really pulled me in, that’s such a clever thing to think of.
Something that always helps me when I have no one to talk to, is to write, and you definitely seem to have the talent for it. And what better of a place to write about your feelings than on a site like this? 🙂
If you ever need someone to talk to, you can always contact me.
(Is there messaging on this website?)
Ah thank you haha, it was really a spur of the moment sarcastic response but I suppose it does have a certain ring to it…
I do try to write, but whenever I do ‘try’, I get writers block and I can never put my thoughts in to words, or if I can my hand refuses to move my oen accordingly. This site has helped in the sense that I can vent how I feel and not have to fully understand what it is I’m actually writing, but can still manage to simply just get everything out there.. A stream of consciousness you could say.
I’m not sure if there is any form of direct messaging but I’m sure something could be worked out.. I know I for one would benefit from talking to someone, and hopefully you too ??