Should I ?

I know how you feel. The world is a terrible place to live in sometimes. But the thing is, you deserve to live. I know, it’s so incredibly hard to keep going when all you want to do is quit. But please please please don’t kill yourself. It does get better. I know that everyone says this, but everyone says it because it’s true! It will get better. You do have a purpose. And if you think that the world won’t be affected if you die, then you are so very wrong. Imagine your parents reaction if they find your lifeless body. They would scream and cry and blame themselves for whatever pain that was pressing down on you. They will sit in silence for days, because God knows every little thing reminds them of how much they love you, and their throats will be rough from crying so hard. Your best friend might slip into depression as well, wishing with all of their heart that they were there to make you happy during that week. They will cry into your pillow and wear your shirt because they wish so very much that you were there next to them. And the next time they come up with a joke, they’ll try to imagine your reaction, to remember your laugh because all they want in the world is to hear that laugh again. Your classmates or coworkers and your friends. They will cry and scream because they didn’t tell you that your smile lit up the city and that your eyes shone like the stars when they had the chance. And your brother or sister or someone who thought of you as a brother or sister will shut their mouth and never open it again because you were their influence and their star and their reason to keep going and now your gone and everything is all wrong and nothing looks happy. So please, please don’t kill yourself. I love you and they love you and you deserve to live. Please.