I’m so angry today. That bullshit about God doesn’t give you more than you can handle..is just that-bullshit. I am not asking for a lot, you know? But still, it’s like I’m a dog getting my nose rubbed in shit.
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If you believe in god that can be difficult to deal with. But then, if you do believe in god, you are aware that he doesn’t “interfere” with people’s life. In the end you can just blame it on the snowballing of humanity’s actions, curse a lot and kick something, and move onto the next screw up, lol. Not that it’s easy, but at least you don’t feel the whole universe is against you. Good luck with whatever it was that got you upset to begin with.
I can absolutely relate to your frustration and anger. It is such a trite answer, an easy way out and it also takes away your power. I also like “God created you this way/put you in these circumstances so that you have a unique opportunity through your suffering and penance to draw closer to him” There are those that aspire to martyrdom as the greatest gift from God. You are going through cr*p for sure and don’t need this kind of thing. Well I guess anger is the appropriate emotion to be feeling now.
I so identify with this. I got into all this spirituality to help my suffering and got the answer that I chose this suffering in order to give more to society in some way. That this is all “meant to be”. So frustrating. And so sad. I’m so mad at God, spent some time screaming at him at the sea recently. Felt good.
Big hug xx