Just saying I’m still here. I went to see the guy I like and it was different. Or rather, I tried to hide my feelings and I can’t do that forever. I learned that he is insanely picky and judgemental of girls and decides in less than a nanosecond who’s good enough for him and who isn’t, with most getting the no pass. But I’m still insanely attracted to him because he’s my type. I still feel like I’m better off dead, since I’ll never have love and there’s no point in living without someone to give my everything to.
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I am sorry but the majority of people are shit. And i saw your last post. I don’t know why people are so judgemental. No guys like me either, all i have is some online ‘boyfriend’ who is alot older than me (even though i don’t care about age differences)… waste of 5 years. Hes probably stringing me along, even while hes in hospital. Hes said that he will meet me a few times now. Every time i got some lousy excuse (the airport is on strike)… Of course he never wants to meet me. I am just too weakened to leave him. I feel ‘wrong’ without him.
i cant leave him.
sorry… Anyway, i am sorry people have treated you badly all the time…
I don’t like too many people that deeply. I’ve only fallen this hard for two guys, both beyond the age of 30. They have a a lot in common too.