Today is my last. I am tired of living alone. Unloved. Untouched. Unwanted. I am seriously damaged. I must be. No family. No friends. No one. So I am on my way to my parent’s graves. I shall die there. The only two people that might have cared. Sheila
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The only two people who might have cared, do you think that’s what they would want for you?
Hey Sheila, I’m really sorry to read that things have never looked up for you during your time. I wish I could offer a slither of hopeful thoughts but words fail me. All I can say is that I wish you every happiness and peace if you decide to fulfil your thoughts. Despite what you may think the world will be worse for losing you…
i dont know if this come out to you but there are peope who care like me and the other guys comenting i feel alone to but my cat makes me happy when im not talking to others.
Your pain is truly tragic.
You hoped and dreamed.
However the world just
isn’t they way you planned.
It isn’t what you imagined.
Yet you sit here and say
“I will kill myself,
and make the pain go away.”
But it’s just a hope,
that something is better.
That leaving is going to be grand.
But what if,
it’s not quite,
what you hoped,
and dreamed,
it would be.
It’s not what you
Imagined,
not what you wanted.
Well doll,
there’s no going back.
I know the feeling. It’s a curse being born female. If you don’t look and act in the one and only way that society accepts, you will die alone and untouched. I’m n the same boat and it’s hopeless being an ftm who only wants a man.