How the hell can I do this for another 30-40 years? Working job after job to support this joyless life. Once I outlive my usefulness at this office I’m at now, I’ll have to start the process all over again of finding full-time work. And then again once that job ends. And again and again and again until I drop dead. I’d rather drop dead now and save myself the trouble of spending all the good hours of the day pushing papers and moving boxes and photocopying and etc.
Been reading up on jumping and it’s becoming more appealing everyday. From what I’m reading, sounds like there’s a good chance that it’s relatively painless. Apparently, the brain isn’t able to process the pain of the impact because of the velocity that the death occurs at; as close to an instant death as it gets. Sounds fine in theory, but more research must be done. I can’t even feed myself anymore. My appetite is non-existent. This is so god damn pointless. I need to get out of here, out of all this. Bumping into other peoples lives everyday, so annoying. I hate all of this. I dream of an empty, post-apocalyptic world.
ugh
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It all depends on how tall the building is, your body size, and how you fall. Even if there is a good chance at dying, there is still a risk that you will still be conscious for alittle while upon impact. Got money? Put it into a sure fire way. I seen many videos of people trying to commit suicide by jumping off high places. This one I seen, this woman jumped and was still alive, just paralyzed.