My life really isn’t that bad. i wasted 8 years in the military and was suicidal almost everyday for the last year that i spent in. i was always on some kind of anti depressant or a tranquilizer. once i got out i stopped my medications and i feel better yes. but i still have the thought on a daily basis that I’m tired of my life and feeling unaccomplished with everything that i have going on. its a struggle, i have a girlfriend, i go to school, and i medicinally use cannabis. but i cannot seem to every get out of the slump, I’ve been diagnosed as being bi polar, and i feel it everyday. my moods can go from great to wanting to end it all. This is something i experience on a daily basis. does it ever end….
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Are you still on meds? if you are, well… meds are a lottery. Some might work, some won’t, you need adjustments, but you likely already know that. You could always look for another doctors opinion too… at times different perspectives are useful, so that might be an option.
That said, military careers do mess with your head, and if you had previous issues it might have made them worse. I don’t know if it ever ends (i’m there myself), but at periods it does become more manageable. I do wish you luck, and do feel proud of your achievements, i mean, you have school, a girlfriend, and medicinal cannabis, haha.