It’s getting close to that. I should have killed myself already. The guy I love wants every woman in the world and all I want is him. And he might take off to go far out west where he said his dad’s been telling him to go live because the laws are the most lenient on people in his situation. He said it just got worse here making it more impossible for him to have a place to live. I do agree it’s rediculous. But it kills me. I can’t even touch him or hold him. I can’t live without him. He’s everything to me. I lost my whole family and everyone and everything I loved and he feels like family to me and I can’t deal with losing him.
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Unrequited love is just the worst. Even more so if you’re emotionally dependant on a person. All you can do is try and let it go, which I know can feel unbearable if it’s the only thing you’ve got going in your life. But what cannot be cannot be. Doesn’t mean there’ll be nothing good for you in future.
I have nothing to look forward too. I’m old, fat, disabled, homeless. No one can love a fat person. No one can love me.
I have been in madly love/crush with three different girls in past and I remember very well at that time I was convinced I can’t live without them but now I don’t even think about them in months.
People most certainly can (and do) love fat people. Even old fat people. Even old, fat, disabled, homeless people.
But I get that it does make it harder to meet someone. It removes all the superficial, shallow, materialistic, selfish people (and there are lots of us) from your potential options.
Much harder than most have it then, but still entirely possible that you could meet someone. But it’s never going to happen if you’re clinging to an impossible fantasy.