I’ve received alot of love in my time here on this website. I appreciate all the love given my way. None of you know me, but I might as well say that I have decided I will take my life. I don’t know when, but I will. It seems so peaceful. I’m at peace with the decision as well. I think it is what’s best for me, to be honest. I’ve had too much happen to me in 2 years and I’m left with no will/desire to live. I’m going to try to enjoy the time I have here left with friends and then I’m going to go. Once again, I appreciate the love I’ve received in my time on this website. You people are some of the most caring people I know and the funny thing is, I don’t even know you. Take care everyone!
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Take a holiday take a break. Go somewhere you’ve never been or seen. Make a new friend.
1) I took a year off of school once i graduated high school and I’m about to be on my 2nd year off since I can’t commit to anything so I’ve been on a break. 2) I would love to do that but I have no money to do so 3) Trust issues. I try not to make friends because I think I won’t be able to trust them.
Yeah well i m the same I try to be a secretive person who here’s voices. At least I can be open and honest here. 99 percent of my friends have moved on and I’m pretty socially enept at making new friends unless its over alcohol. I’m have no money but I just bought a van and will be pretty much living in it soon
I know how you feel man. This website helps alot. I hope things turn around for you. I see you say that 99% of your friends have moved on. You still have that 1% and sometimes, that’s all you need. You don’t need alot of friends, that just means there’s more fakes and drama. I sincerely hope you get better.
Like you I believe everyone can get better but I’m a broken cause. I just want you to know I may not know you but i believe you are strong and Im sending you all the love I can give
Thank you very much. I really do appreciate it. I’m sending all the love I can give to you as well. You call me strong, but I think you should look in the mirror as well. You’re strong too. You said, “I’m a broken cause” and yet you are still alive and fighting and trying to help people like me feel better. To me, that means that you are a caring, loving person who’s persistent and won’t give up the fight easily, even when everything around you is telling you to quit. Stay strong. Here’s to hoping everything turns around for you.
good luck in your transition to the next life if that’s your decision
Thank you very much. I’ll need all the luck I can get. I hope things are good for you. I hope that you may never have to suffer and if you are currently, I hope the suffering ends soon in a good way. Take care of yourself.
Like what youve mentioned before, no one deserve this, no one deserve to think like this, shouldnt ever have this kind of pain, its suffocating, so YOU TOO… I cant put myslf into your shoes, i havent walk your path, but i know everyone here feel bad at least as much as i do, mostly more than i do. And i also cant say its gonna be better, somehow, to me, nothing went better in these days. But at least you got friends, that could be a reason for you to hang on a lil longer, and people here..? Right? Anyways, you know the best about yourself and no one can change anything, just hope you think twice before you try to take your life, i mean make it no regrets, thats a thing which always makes me struggle. Ugh. Again, take care too!
You’re right. My friends and family are the only reason I’m still alive right now. But it’s not healthy for me to wake up every day with no desire to get out of bed, eat, get a job, start college, basically anything. I have no desire or will for any of those things. My family and friends always tell me that I got to do what’s best for me and though I know they won’t want me to do this, I think it’s best for me. Thank you for caring enough to comment on this post. I wish there was a way to push good things towards you so no you longer feel bad like you do. And i hope the sentence that says, “nothing went better in these days” turns into “nothing went better in these days UNTIL…” I hope you find something that makes the days go better. Get better friend.
I feel somewhat strange saying goodbye because I don’t want to sound as if I’m encouraging you to commit suicide…but this is your decision. I can only hope you find the peace that you could not find in life. Best wishes.
Thank you very much. May your life be full of happiness and prosperity :).
Each to their own path. Best wishes for whatever outcome you decide upon (things can change in an instant). Happy trails…
Thank you! Ill send my best wishes to you as well. Hoping everything will be alright for you in life!
I completely understand what you are going through. Best of luck & I hope life on the other side is peaceful for you. Peace & Love.
Thank you so much! I hope it’s peaceful for me too. I hope, if anything is wrong in your life, that it turns around for you and shows you the beauty in life that I could not find. Best of luck to you in life!
How crazy would it be if Suicide Project held a meet & greet where you got to meet everyone you have been talking to. How long would you hold on?
Probably not long enough for this to happen. I don’t know, if I was still here, If i would go. Id be too scared and nervous to be honest.