i love you. i don’t know what this goodbye is, but I prob know anyway. Thanks for being such a great presence here. you will be missed, . it makes me sad, but i hope you are going to a better place…
You will be deeply missed over here. If this goodbye means suicide, I hope that in the last minutes you can find a reason to stay…
Best wishes, wndozh8ter.
You’ll definitely be missed. You made the site fun, which seems kind of strange when you consider….. In the words of a Buddhist prayer:
May you be happy
May you be at peace
May you be free from harm
There once was an American lad,
Though vodka was preferred
He drank whatever he had
Today there was beer
One, two three, four
On his way to bliss I hear
There once was an American lad.
Off he went to places far, I fear.
I know how much Wndozh8er means to you all, so I thought I would fill you in. He did attempt it tonight and was discovered by family who called 911. He is currently in the hospital and had an IV flush. I’m assuming they will keep him under observation for a few days since it was an attempt. You all have been a great support and group of people he can talk to. Hoping he can fill you in personally soon. Love and light to each of you who showed him your utmost understanding.
You’re most welcome. Anyone that wants to be updated, you can email me. I just talked to him on the phone and he sounded ok. He has his family by his side.
You’re welcome, Trix. I’ll let you all know things as I hear them. Means a lot to know people care.
Deadinside59- I am sure he knows how much he is appreciated here, don’t let it get to you too much. That’s so sweet of you to think about him though. Hopefully things will be better for him when he gets home. Hoping to hear some good news today at some point and I can let you all know how things are going.
He is very much loved by his family, and myself. I’ve know him since 2009 and we were engaged, living together from 2011-2014. He’s one of the most loving and helpful individuals I have ever come across. I’m disabled from two illnesses, and was in a car accident in 2012 on top of that. He was my voice when I couldn’t speak, my strength when I wanted to give up the fight, and I still love him unconditionally. I just wish we could be together but other personal issues got in the way. He knows how much I love him, and I know how much he loves me it’s a great feeling, but painful that he’s in so much agony mentally from past events.
I believe he will always be my soulmate. Even 1500 miles away.
Thank you all for being so sweet, relatable, and understanding and always there for him.
@onawingandaprayer- thanks for your concern. As of right now he is still in the hospital. They have been waiting on an evaluation to see if he can go home. Don’t know much other than that just yet. He was hungry and just wanted to be home and I can’t blame him. They didn’t even give him breakfast. Assholes. His aunt got him a lunch tray though, which I’m sure wasn’t much if its hospital food. Yuck. If I hear anything else, I’ll let yall know.
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i love you. i don’t know what this goodbye is, but I prob know anyway. Thanks for being such a great presence here. you will be missed, . it makes me sad, but i hope you are going to a better place…
I love you… don’t go.
Please.
It will always get better.
You will be deeply missed over here. If this goodbye means suicide, I hope that in the last minutes you can find a reason to stay…
Best wishes, wndozh8ter.
You’re a good man, too bad we had to lose you but I fully understand why you have to go. Safe journey, wish you all the best bro.
You’ll definitely be missed. You made the site fun, which seems kind of strange when you consider….. In the words of a Buddhist prayer:
May you be happy
May you be at peace
May you be free from harm
I last heard from him an hour ago. I’m sad. I’m worried for him. But I hope he can find peace.
There once was an American lad,
Though vodka was preferred
He drank whatever he had
Today there was beer
One, two three, four
On his way to bliss I hear
There once was an American lad.
Off he went to places far, I fear.
(re-post variation of a poem I created earlier)
And should there be “another side”, I hope that it remains window-less.
Safe journey.
ok ill send him an email
see if theres a reply, i dont know if i should…. i never know what to do :
And you got me into Staind now. I’ll never be able to listen to them without thinking of ya.
Look to resolve the conflict instead of getting mad at it.
i don’t see how he was getting mad at it????
I know how much Wndozh8er means to you all, so I thought I would fill you in. He did attempt it tonight and was discovered by family who called 911. He is currently in the hospital and had an IV flush. I’m assuming they will keep him under observation for a few days since it was an attempt. You all have been a great support and group of people he can talk to. Hoping he can fill you in personally soon. Love and light to each of you who showed him your utmost understanding.
Thanks for informing us, friend. I am sorry that this happened. Love and light…
You’re most welcome. Anyone that wants to be updated, you can email me. I just talked to him on the phone and he sounded ok. He has his family by his side.
what is your email
my email is lavahlight@live(dot)com
Mine is mcmark1981@gmail(dot)com
Thank you so much for telling us what happened.
I emailed you both.
It’s tearing me apart that I couldn’t get on earlier and let him know how much I appreciated him being here
You’re welcome, Trix. I’ll let you all know things as I hear them. Means a lot to know people care.
Deadinside59- I am sure he knows how much he is appreciated here, don’t let it get to you too much. That’s so sweet of you to think about him though. Hopefully things will be better for him when he gets home. Hoping to hear some good news today at some point and I can let you all know how things are going.
He is very much loved by his family, and myself. I’ve know him since 2009 and we were engaged, living together from 2011-2014. He’s one of the most loving and helpful individuals I have ever come across. I’m disabled from two illnesses, and was in a car accident in 2012 on top of that. He was my voice when I couldn’t speak, my strength when I wanted to give up the fight, and I still love him unconditionally. I just wish we could be together but other personal issues got in the way. He knows how much I love him, and I know how much he loves me it’s a great feeling, but painful that he’s in so much agony mentally from past events.
I believe he will always be my soulmate. Even 1500 miles away.
Thank you all for being so sweet, relatable, and understanding and always there for him.
@DemisePrize Just saw that hope he’s okay now?
@onawingandaprayer- thanks for your concern. As of right now he is still in the hospital. They have been waiting on an evaluation to see if he can go home. Don’t know much other than that just yet. He was hungry and just wanted to be home and I can’t blame him. They didn’t even give him breakfast. Assholes. His aunt got him a lunch tray though, which I’m sure wasn’t much if its hospital food. Yuck. If I hear anything else, I’ll let yall know.
they don’t give him breakfast? isn’t this meant to be a hospital… pretty shitty of them not to give him breakfast. they suck
Just so everyone knows, I chose to put my first name in place of My username. Not trying to hide or anything, just wanted it changed. It’s still me. ?
I hope he’s all right….
So do i, i am sure Robin will keep us updated