I have a heart disease since 2012 my life changed since I went to doctor. I love foot ball but he told me that I mustn’t touch a ball anymore or do any sports that exhaust me because I will die so after that I watched my friends do every thing they want except me. I accept that but in 2014 days passes and I cant sleep it was painful my heart very hurting me until now. I completed my high school this year. but my friends hate me they don’t say but they don’t want me to go out with them and when I told them that I need to talk they say not today we are busy tomorrow maybe and it goes like that. but I have a friend who were with me since we were kids 14 years of friendship but now he just like them today he told me to go in another college and leave him alone I asked him why you are the only one I have you are my brother why you leave me now at the middle of the rode he said that I am different and I will die soon the university is waste of your time and he said let me live my life I want to have fun you are an alien from the space cant do what mans do so I start crying in 19 age and I cried in front of him and told him that I want to live like anybody I want to have fun to enjoy my time he said you cant because you different and if you came to my university I will be sad and in the same time I will be worried about your health so the best answer is to stay at your home because I cant carry your shit any more. I really hate my self why I am like this why no one want to stand with me because I am sick ? I want to die better than this life my girlfriend knew that I have a heart disease so she told me if we married our children will be sad because you will die in a young age sorry I have to leave you and she gone.
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hello hussain, i don’t think it’s your fault that your heart can’t work like it used to.. so please don’t do anything that gonna hurt you and if you wanna be in college it’s your life you do whatever you like don’t let anyone tell you what to do or not .. please be strong if you wanna talk i’m here to help <3 JUST BE STRONG <3
Im so sorry for your story… im praying for you you have had a lot of cold people in your life where are you from?
I officially believe that this is a scam — since, as far as I can remember, it’s the exact post that this dude put up about a month ago — and I graciously spent so much energy, time and thinking to help this dude out, too. Seems all of my help just went straight to the waste basket.
Did some digging around. I’m on the fence with this whole thing, now, as it seems my original comment was never approved — perhaps because it had a link.
I know it is cliche to say, but sometimes everything ending is a knew beginning. You are now free to find people who really care for you. Unfortunately this happens sometimes after school. Lots of people move on and make new friends because the old relationships just don’t work anymore. Try to keep going and making plans for yourself.
Stand by, I will repeat what I said last time, but without that link, and just this once (particularly, for you).
In case my comment does not get to you again, use the dashboard, dude, on the upper left (the little comic books thought icon).
Man up, stay strong. I don’t know all the details about your heart condition, but I have heard of people being diagnosed with terminal illnesses and were still able to prolong their lives significantly by staying positive.
This is your new life now, figure out how to live it. Take a long step back, analyze everything and get a good life plan going for a job that is as stressfree as possible and get a good diet plan going to keep your heart working for as long as possible.
There is the option of a heart transplant, but that is extreme, and people do die from that. Although, if that’s what it comes down to, hope that works for you.
The woman who left you was never truly your soulmate to begin with. Find a new love: One that will stick with you for better or worse, for richer or poorer, in sickness and health, ’til death do you part.
If I remember other things, I may return to post them. For now, this is it.
Follow comments on the dashboard, dude. If you would have, I wouldn’t have needed to repeat myself here and now. My original post was much more thorough, detailed, and extensive.
Here’s a different link with that same quote I wanted up last time: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FRuiSPYner8
As I said last time, I don’t know why I continue to obey that quote, but I do.
October_rain i love you man <3 your words though
Oh yeah, that quote from Final Fantasy 6 is one of the most profound quotes I have ever heard. And I always tell people here that: As long as you still have breath, you still have purpose — you are not finished yet, and are still here for a reason. Appreciate the gratitude hussain1996.
It hurts me to know your sick like this and being treated like this…
Those were never your real friends, when your world comes crumbling down you’ll know who are your real friends…they will support you with picking up the pieces maybe even help you put back the broken pieces.
Know that god cares about you and so do other people in the world and im one of them 😉 be blessed
Love Funanya
Hussain1996 ,
There comes a time when you can’t do what you love doing, ME TOO! Accept it, so you manage teams? support teams, and move on, don’t give up on yourself, move on to the next self, be the guy! be the best! help others, you don’t need to be the star, just apart of the team.