I am scared. Scared that I will not be enough. That something bad will happen to the ones I love. Scared that cant protect them. That I am a fraud. That I will never be enough.
Scared that I will never be what I want to be, because I am too scared to embrace it.
I have everything I have every wanted, and I am so afraid that the world will take it from me, that I cannot enjoy it.
Fear is ruining my life.
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Ruins! I remember you!
You deserve to be happy! I’m thrilled for you that you have everything you ever wanted – that’s absolutely fantastic. It sounds like you need to work on your self esteem – think of all your achievements in your life – you did that! And you can be who you want to be too! Decide who you want to be and practice being that person. Want to be more confident – stand up a little straighter and talk a little clearer. Become more aware of your body language and the words you use. Working out is a great way to feel better about yourself too.
From a practical point of view, would you feel more secure if you got insurances, that way if something did happen at least you are covered financially.
PS: Embrace your life you deserve it!
RuinsOfTheVoid,
Everyone is scared, i’m scared, i have alot yet i have nothing, just myself and my thoughts, if I lose everything i’ve still have nothing, material items mean nothing, right now I have a cup of coffee, a glass of vodka, and a black berry chaser, that’s all i need at the moment, the only thing you can do is do you best, and be true to yourself and others, live day to day, BY THE WAY THE ONLY WAY YOU WILL LOSE YOUR THINGS IS BY BEING SELF DESTRUCTIVE, For me that means drinking and smoking 🙂 DON’T BE SELF DESTRUCTIVE! AND YOU WILL BE FINE.