sometimes you know that you are nothing but a big joke for someone who means the world to you , the one that you see the light within his eyes
you are a big JOKE to him … you are a fucking joke to him a fucking nothing meaningless nothing a joke he laughes at then forget
and you are the IDIOT fucking stupid enough to still loving him and caring about him and living just wishig to have a chanse to be something to him
something more than that big JOKE
he gots all he needs in life why would he needs you
friends places to go to mother fucking family who cares about him he got everything but he will never have a feeling for you
its kind a tragedy somehow ..
fuck the whole univers …
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Trust me, there will be a time when you’ll realise you’ve let him go. You won’t need him or want him or feel like a joke or an idiot. And you’re not any of those things. When you can try to leave the past in the past, you’ll be able to start moving forward.
He is the Joke. Let him go jano.11 He is no good for you. You are not an idiot. The love that you feel will fade in time and you will emerge a stronger and brighter light because of it. Be strong my dear.
i just cleaned up my phone … deleted all the pics related to him or his own pics .. deleted whatsapp accout and viber account too and i already dont have a facebook account .. i deleted his contact .. and i dont know what else to do
all i have now is NEED FOR SPEED most wanted “haha” …
and tomorro i have an audition to a new job and i am soo nervous about it ,, I don’t know if I can even get there with all the things getting around in my mind ..!!!
just fuck the whole universe
That’s good. 🙂 It’s easier when you don’t have to look at that stuff.
You can totally get there. 🙂 However well or badly it goes, if you can get there that’s an achievement.
NFS is pretty fun. Smashing cars could be just what you need to make you feel better right now!
I’ve been a big joke to someone who mattered to me, and i’ve made a huge joke out of myself in the proccess too actually, especially since i never had to courage to do what you did.
So yeah it’s a good idea and a step in the right track deleting everything related to him, but whatever you do, don’t delete need for speed most wanted!
Don’t worry too much about anything else and just try your best on that interview/audition.
And don’t fuck the universe, you’ll get space aids.
lol @ space aids.
also avoid sex with tribbles…Kirk learned the hard way.
Captain Kirk that is…
The whole universe is to blame for you having an unrequited crush? I see.
raza .. 😛 surly not ..! it’s just like a motto to me
FUCK THE WHOLE UNIvERSE
Everyone on SP is part of the Universe. Does that mean you’re sending negative vibes to everyone on SP? :'(
gosh ! you are overacting .. it’s just some signature to me what do you want I just wants to fuck the universe are you trying to kill me for having a motto or something that I wish to do
and tell me something .. do you or the whole universe give a shit at me .!! or what’s happening to me .! or what I feel ..!!
as I said earlier fuck the whole universe if it got the chanse again like all the times before it will fuck me too .
It just seems like a rather gloomy motto.
Jano.11. Good luck with the audition/interview. I’m sure you’ll do great. Another step towards your new life. Keep strong. We’re proud of what you are achieving.
Trix , DuZo , koki .. you are the best guys .. big thanks to you ..
Good luck with the audition. I’m sure that you’ll do well.
i really need luck … i will try my best to make it …
Good luck with your interview love 🙂 You will kick its ass, I am sure. I am proud that you had the courage to delete his presence from your life- that is incredibly hard to do.
And you know what? Sometimes you do just want to tell the universe to f-off. So do it. And while you’re at it, tell your ex to f-off, because he sure as heck made the biggest mistake of his life letting you go.
your words means a lot ,, you made my day even I took a screen shot to your comment so I can read later easily
thanks alot