I have been researching suicide for many years and you get the usual shoot yourself, jump in front of train or suffocation etc etc etc, however starvation is one that’s new to me and one a can totally get on board with.
I have tried suicide methods before and taken a lot of methods into consideration before shooting them down . For example my ideal method would be to shoot myself but I just don’t know the kind of criminal people that would provide me with such a thing. I’ve taken the train into consideration but my local train station is an end point no trains rushing through.
Now this starvation thing is more ideal than I could have imagined because I’m really not bothered about food, normally I am a weed smoker and that’s what allows me to eat a decent meal otherwise a few bites of anything and I feel sick, so yeah not eating I can do that, I have run out of money to get any weed so I’m not going to want to eat anyways.
Im pretty confident that the way I feel will not chance because my issues are based on the bigger picture I’m not concerned with myself and the shitty little things I have done or not done or regret or whatever this isn’t about me personally. The world as a whole is shit to put it simply. There is just too much shit that makes no sense at all and yet people walk about carrying on like it doesn’t matter when it does. It matters that there are hundreds of homeless people in the world and so many empty forgotten about buildings that could house these people, it matters that everyday tons of food gets wasted while people are starving. Let’s be honest the whole reason shit like that is a reality because the rich are greedy and selfish.
I just feel like I don’t belong I feel like maybe I’m too advanced in my way of thinking for this kind of selfish world.
So to the point, it’s day 1 I’ve not eaten and don’t plan to eat ever again I’m just going to stay in bed until I die and will document it as I go so yeh wish me luck.
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That’s a seriously brutal method. If you can get through it without anyone intervening, it’ll probably be a harrowing experience.
There are countless people around the world who feel the same way you do. A lot of them try to change those things. Seeing the whole world as bad does sound like depressed (or at least very negative) thinking to me – it might be about you more than you think. It’s harder for a depressed person to see the positive parts. Having said that, it isn’t unusual to think those things.
I think there are reasons that the use of this method is relatively unusual, but if you’re set on trying then I wish you luck. I hope everything works out as you want it to.
it takes courage to do it….good luck whatever u decide.
fyi. i recommend u watch the doc. internet s own boy.cool stuff…and might relate.
I understand your views on the world. I have talked about this with my therapists but they don’t seem to understand why I care so much about what I cannot control. My family had to scrape up money for food and I’ve witnessed others in the same situation. It’s terrible how some people don’t care. I feel like I don’t belong as well.
Starving yourself takes a long time. There’s also chance someone will intervene and get you help before you die. Please be careful.
No worries the experience can be as shitty as it wants its still better than the alternative and trust me no one will be intervening that’s the magic of cutting everyone off. Thanks for well wishes I really don’t think it’s going to be that bad as I plan to sleep through most of it and even if it’s excruciating it’s still gotta be better than the bullshit I’m leaving behind
Oh and just as an FYI I am intelligent enough to know that I singularly couldnt make any difference to the selfish world we belong to no one can change this mess as long as there is a rich and poor divide the world will never amount to anything that I would want to be a part of
I understand. It’s sad and what you’re saying has been going through my mind lately. My therapists have told me not to focus so much on it but that’s hard.
I hope you will keep us updated as you continue.
You do realize we don’t allow the discussion of methods here, right?
Ok well I’ve been told I can’t post this on here so instead of giving decent insight to this method I’ll just fuck off enjoy guys bye
I highly suggest not doing starvation. I was anorexic for three years. So if you’re okay with sticking around for many more years, then I guess that’s a good way. But If you’re an impatient person, it’s not the best way.
So you are going to lay in bed and starve yourself to death? On behalf of women everywhere I can tell you that it isn’t going to work.
We will see seeing as not eatin or drinking will shut down my organs and kill me it’s probably just going to take 40-80 days which is perfectly fine ….. And if I can’t post it take it down no skin off my nose
Yeah that’s a million or so years of evolution you’ll be fighting, but people have done it before.
Omg everyone knows starvation it’s not a ‘methode’ is it? I can relate with your point of view. I joined an anticapitalist group to fight poverty and the rich but unfortunately my social anxiety and depression took over… I wish you all the luck!