Drowning in a Wave of Sadness

English: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sEgmxilFyaI

Japanese: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=idLksB9YUIw

In order to just breathe, I keep meaningful songs in my arsenal until another day comes along. This is one of them, a powerful melody.

“As time is passing on and all my limbs are slowly growing along
The things to love’s a multiplying song
And its growth, is racing at a stupid rate, my only option is hate
So I just have to throw them out with no doubt

And so that I am able to provide you with love
The greedy person that hides inside me
Would soon see, that he would have to stop adoring everything that he is;
The clumsiness was a creation of his

And so I…
And so I…

This life that I am living now, it was surely granted by god
And by my mother that’s what I have been taught
And so I have never used it like the people that surround me each day
So like the morning trash I threw it away

While no one have any expectations left for me
I’m opening my eyes to see the curtain rise
And now that it has gone and show the stage, so barren, I must admit
There’s no one here to even watch it

I am drowning here, in the waves of all my tears
I am drowning here, in the waves of all my tears

It seems to me the heart I have is suffering from something severe
That all the pills I take can never quite heal
And because it’s kinda hard for me to say, but with the life I endure
I really never had the cash for the cure

And that is why, all my wounds that just gap uncontrolled
They are just festering although they are old
Then one day the emptiness just started dripping from the wound that I bear
Just like when you throw up and all reappear

The girl that is so dignified she reads there all alone
The girl that is so cold just hides when reading on her own
And just because I liked the girl the others were laughing at me
But they could never see what I see

I am drowning here, in the waves of all my tears
I am drowning here, in the waves of all my tears

The screeching sound I’m hearing everyday as I make my way
The sound of travel on rails
It’s killing me like always ’cause I’m here everyday
As I jump and land on all my old trails

In order just to live, in order just to eat
I’m selling all the things, that are important, on repeat
Although we are moving, never-ending, and time moves ahead
The hole in me won’t be repleted

I am drowning here, in the waves of all my tears
I am drowning here, in the waves of all my tears
I am drowning here, in the waves of all my tears
I am drowning here, in the waves of all my tears.”

In no way do I own this song, vocals, or lyrics.