sometimes i cant think about anything but death
but when i see the one that smashed me and raped my heart before my body seeking my death
i say that i will not surrender i will not fade
i will be stronger than all that happened to me ,, i will never break ,, maybe i am already broken and feeling death through my vines
he wants me to die
and i will never help him to be pleasured
i will smile i will laugh i will be strong and forget everything about my pain
i will never ask to be dead again and never think about it ,, i will kill the pain before it kills me … i will kill the sorrow kill the tears and keep on smiling ,, i will move on, i will be strong ,, i will be me again the one i used to be before losing my self respect my self love
before losing the rest of myself
i will be healed …
enough my friends we are stronger than everything that gets our way
we all have been born for a reason and our time ,, it didnt come yet
we are alive and we should use every single moment of breathing in smiling laughing and living
really living
not still as we are now a walking wounds .. a smashed souls ,, we should be our real selfies ,, we should look for the reason we were born for
this colors that we show ,, are sureley not our best
as crossfade once said … have a good day all of you
wish you to find what you are looking for
and hope to see u all smiling and shining …
5 comments
Hi jano.11 Im glad you are still talking with us. We’re all here for you. I wish I could give you more words of support but my mind is exhausted today. I hope you are safe.
this is actually really motivating. you’ve got me pumped.
I am glad to see you feeling better, Jano. You are brave and strong. Don’t give up on yourself. One day it will all have been worth it.
I have to resist posting a Gloria Gaynor video. This was really inspired Jano, i’m so glad to see you are feeling better today.
Hold on to this feeling during darker times, remember this fire you have. Don’t let it go out. It’s a very powerful post, nice to see this.