I can’t stand being in love with the most gorgeous and sexiest man alive because he’s untouchable and is forever doing everything in his power to find the girl that fits his mile long checklist of criteria she would have to meet to be perfect in his eyes, when I’m right here by his side wishing I could touch him. This is torture and I can’t turn off my feelings because I’m so close to him and I’ve never been so close to anyone before. I really wish it would go away or that I could switch it off. It still makes me want to kill myself than suffer like this.
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Grrr, you make me so mad! No woman will ever meet his demands and expectations. He doesn’t deserve a gf. He is using you. He knows how you feel and doesn’t care that it hurts you. He is an awful person. Okay, that was my slightly mean rant. I know how difficult it is to cut someone toxic out when you are in love with them but you need to do it for yourself. Definitely don’t kill or hurt yourself over this man. Don’t do that for any man! Really you should kill him to save other women from his awfulness (don’t do that it is illegal and you will go to prison). You said in another post that men only want the tiny women and I have been thinking about that since you said it and how wrong it is. Tall women, fat women, butch women, hairy women, loud women all over the world are loved just the way they are. Please stop hurting yourself over this selfish person! You are lovable exactly as you are. Set your sights on someone worthy of you.
I agree with all of this.
Love is the most addictive of all drugs, and it is almost as destructive. It’s so easy for us to say that you could simply move on to the next person and that there’s always another fish in the sea. Also, this seems rather physical, you sure you’re not just going through a… ahem…. dry spell? That seems rather rude under the circumstances but it is completely possible. Not consciously of course, this would be your sub conscious speaking through the veil. If this is mental however, you are in one hell of a jam. All I can say definitively is that there is not a singular person worth killing yourself for
It’s chemistry and nature, not love, a very hard combination to fight attraction to. Think of him as heroin. He might be the best high in the world, but he will only leave you craving more. I wish you all the best in fighting this addiction.
I’ve found-usually, the best way to get over someone you’re in love with is to get into an argument or fight with them…I mean it’d need to be over something they did to you, that was unfair/unjust. Once you throw them off balance, see how they are when they are just fighting for themselves, then that illusion of perfection/beauty, etc will quickly fade.
I was enamored by a few girls in the past (at different times), but we had locked horns over some dumb issue where they were clearly in the world. Then I stopped seeing them as these perfect being and realized they’re a very flawed, screwed up individuals.
I realized that they weren’t awesome people and it was just a false image I made up in my own head because I found them to be attractive/charming and so forth.
Part of the problem I have with being smart is that everything loses value for me-people’s behaviors come across as contrived/rehearsed-they seem fake and usually are and it’s hard to find genuine happiness. But I’d prefer the cold, hard truth to a beautiful lie any day.
typo: in the wrong (not ‘world’)
Omg don’t you know? Handsome is everything. Why would he care if you’re beside him? He is perfection crazed, like a lot of men. Fuck him.