Sometimes it’s gets too much. The little things.
all these thoughts, they are restricted to my head alone for they are too intense to share with my friends. Or anyone for that matter.
I wish I could achieve the peace of death without actually dying.
id like to just ‘go away’ and watch people’s lives go on without me. See their behavior and how fast I’m forgotten.
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I always wonder how things would be after my death; how people would go on without me and would really their lives change so much after my suicide? I always value people and try to show love for the people I care about, but is it true that human nature and time always make you forget people that you love and are no longer here? Like a scar, the memories stay but it stops hurting… I don’t know. Truth is that sometimes all I want is to become less than a memory. Hopefully be forgotten, not remembered with sadness. Anyway…
Sending you a hug
“I wish I could achieve the peace of death without actually dying” – I’m with you there.
Maybe you could let out the intense thoughts here. There will always be someone who can relate.