When you keep opening up and giving someone your all, then they turn around and fuck you over every time, it slowly starts to take a toll on you. You start losing pieces of yourself, and friends start to leave you. You slowly start to hate yourself because of what you’ve turned into and you eventually get pushed to the edge and slowly start falling off into a downward spiral of tears and other horrible things. You know they are the only one that can help you because they are the only one you want, but every time you just get hurt worse until you are completely broken and not able to be fixed anymore.
~CK
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No one is unfixable. It can be important sometimes to open up to more than one person, even if there’s one person who makes you feel better than all the rest. It becomes easy for them to hurt you more than anyone else could, even when they don’t necessarily want to hurt you at all. You don’t need one particular person to help you.
Trix is right, no one is unfixable. I don’t have any easy answers tonight except keep talking. It may sound trite but when you share grief it cuts it in half.