i’m going to be so focking lonely on my bday, i already know it.
i don’t have any friends. i don’t have a bf. i’m not even close with a lot of my family. the family i am close with live in different states and can’t make it here. my parents will be getting drunk, like always.
it’s this saturday, two days away.
and she just opened a beer, so we’re not going shopping today, i guess.
why do ppl always flake out on me like that??
i kinda didn’t even want to celebrate, at first. i was feeling pressured to celebrate though. but now that i do want to celebrate, nobody else gives a shit. they drop the ball on me again. why is that???
and now i’m going to sit alone on my bday, just like any other day. that’s all it is to others… just another day.
alone.
/rant over
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You are not alone, I will have an awful birthday to. I am far away from my family and friends too. I am living in a beautiful place with super nice people, but even in paradise there are hell. And the day of my birthday I will have to confront all the demons again. The funny things if I keep trying to change the imagine that I have of hell and make it look like paradise. Survival? maybe. Stop by here, at least in front of the eyes of thousands of strangers like me, we will wish you a happy birthday. Go an have a cake, make a wish and continue dreaming that you will have better days ahead, because one day, without you even waiting for the miracle, this can occur. Make your day special, read a book that you like, dance alone, eat what you like, listen the music you like, write yourself a little note, endulce yourself, or go out, do something different, attend a church, a concert, go to a museum or movie theater, run for cause, volunteer, I do not know, try to find something for your day. I know how I will spend my day.
Well, happy birthday for what it’s worth. My birthday is coming up too. It’s on a Monday so I’ll be at work. Even if it fell on a weekend, there’d be no friends, no party, no “happy birthday” spoken aloud by anyone… I know the feeling. :'(
Happy Birthday for you too. I would say that be at work on your birthday could be a good thing, but for what I am ready you are not to happy to be working on that day. I miss my old day at work, we used to celebrate every month. We were a good team, until one day all turned grey. I believe in every single work place, people should meet from time to time and celebrate together. I wish this could be something that everybody could enjoy.
Happy Birthday!!
“May good luck go with you,
And happiness too.”
I understand. I’ve been extremely unpopular my whole life, despite always being nice to everyone. I will be all alone for my birthday too, and the upcoming holiday season as well. (Not even family to visit with. I’m just as unpopular with them, too.) For what its worth, I would definitely hang out and party with you on your birthday! If we could, What would you want to do for fun on your special day?
We can make a party here every month for all the people out there like us, living in this solitude. We could have a virtual cake, share a good book or story, songs, laugh together at our problemas, sadness and sorrows. We could do that also for the holiday season and in every important date that is motive to celebrate. I know it will be not the same that live it in real life, but could make our life less empty with something like this.
No everyone crave human interactions, no every like to have company, but seem that we kind of need this in real life. What do you think? We could make this the first date of every month.