Says you and my father, who disowned me. I am not in any mood to deal with the anti-theist bullcrap that I put up with every day irl. Nor am I old enough to drink.
If anything, my God has done more for me than any human. I will respect your beliefs if you respect mine.
Do you ever think that this kind of thing can be a kind of demonic sabotage? I can’t remember the right term for it but like, when someone gets close to God and filled with light and love that some negative thing like a demonic energy could try to sabotage it all? What is the name of that, I’ve been trying to remember for days.
I was just typing a reply to sunflower like that. I type a serious comment and someone makes it in to a joke. I was being serious. There is definitely a term for that phenomenon. Like when a monk gets tempted in to something crazy bad. I really think that the closer to God you come the more the darkness tries to sabotage it. I am being serious.
I apologize bruised. I’m running a subroutine in my brain limiting character typing in a desperate attempt to keep grounded. It appears I am doing a poor job at interpreting meaning today. Ita. Lots.of bad.shit oit there and a lot of it I can’t touch. Evil is very real.
In regards to my vodka statement. I was raised by some pretty fucked up alchoholics so yeah sometimes it is about the vodka. Whether satin or genetics put it there is pointless. The end result is evil pure and simple.
I have often thought that D, or any other demon, sabotaged me. Yes.
Even in light of that, sometimes it is very much difficult for me to ignore their honey-sweet voices.
Yes, you are only human. It is supposed to be that Jesus also gave in to temptation a bit in the end by asking ”Why have you forsaken me?”. I have seen really genuine people fall I really think it is a sort of attack of negative energy.
I will pray for you then, if you want me too. Im sad and suicidal and everything but I’ve never blamed him, or if I have in the past, I dont mean too. He’s the only one who truly understands us besides, well, us. I dont mean to preach at you so if youre religious thats awesome but if not im sorry if this upset you. If so, just ignore it.
I thank you both so much for trying to comfort me. (Although, I will say that Jesus never gave in to temptation, although he did experience temptation).
I’m trying to resist the demon in any way I can. I feel much better so far. I wish he would just go away though. I hate him. I hate even more the fact that he has been my tormentor since I was a child.
Well, I just remembered the words I meant: spiritual warfare. I think I just heard them in the Johnny Cash track someone just posted which will be weird if it is true which I don’t know until I listen again. I think spiritual warfare is a real thing.
That is the phrase! I recognize it. Thank you!
And thank you for believing me. No, really, I’m serious. I’m about to cry. It seems as if nobody ever believes me. Thank you.
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Another person on my list to slap in the face today on behalf of a sp member.
It wasn’t her fault. She was likely going through something, and she had put up with me so patiently until then. I earned it.
Well the offer is there if you’d like to cask ot in for someone else.
*cash
Thank you. I will keep that on file. Haha.
The christian god is just some sadistic asshole. The fucker gives you a little hope, only to push you twice as deep down later.
If I knew you irl, I’d buy you some Vodka and let you drown your sadness in it. But since I can’t do that, I recommend you do it yourself.
Says you and my father, who disowned me. I am not in any mood to deal with the anti-theist bullcrap that I put up with every day irl. Nor am I old enough to drink.
If anything, my God has done more for me than any human. I will respect your beliefs if you respect mine.
Do you ever think that this kind of thing can be a kind of demonic sabotage? I can’t remember the right term for it but like, when someone gets close to God and filled with light and love that some negative thing like a demonic energy could try to sabotage it all? What is the name of that, I’ve been trying to remember for days.
It may he the vodka too.
I don’t drink.
I was just typing a reply to sunflower like that. I type a serious comment and someone makes it in to a joke. I was being serious. There is definitely a term for that phenomenon. Like when a monk gets tempted in to something crazy bad. I really think that the closer to God you come the more the darkness tries to sabotage it. I am being serious.
I apologize bruised. I’m running a subroutine in my brain limiting character typing in a desperate attempt to keep grounded. It appears I am doing a poor job at interpreting meaning today. Ita. Lots.of bad.shit oit there and a lot of it I can’t touch. Evil is very real.
In regards to my vodka statement. I was raised by some pretty fucked up alchoholics so yeah sometimes it is about the vodka. Whether satin or genetics put it there is pointless. The end result is evil pure and simple.
I have often thought that D, or any other demon, sabotaged me. Yes.
Even in light of that, sometimes it is very much difficult for me to ignore their honey-sweet voices.
Yes, you are only human. It is supposed to be that Jesus also gave in to temptation a bit in the end by asking ”Why have you forsaken me?”. I have seen really genuine people fall I really think it is a sort of attack of negative energy.
I will pray for you then, if you want me too. Im sad and suicidal and everything but I’ve never blamed him, or if I have in the past, I dont mean too. He’s the only one who truly understands us besides, well, us. I dont mean to preach at you so if youre religious thats awesome but if not im sorry if this upset you. If so, just ignore it.
I am religious. Thank you. Your prayers are immeasurably precious to me, and I will pray for you as well. <3 God bless you. Now I don't feel so alone.
I thank you both so much for trying to comfort me. (Although, I will say that Jesus never gave in to temptation, although he did experience temptation).
I’m trying to resist the demon in any way I can. I feel much better so far. I wish he would just go away though. I hate him. I hate even more the fact that he has been my tormentor since I was a child.
Well, I just remembered the words I meant: spiritual warfare. I think I just heard them in the Johnny Cash track someone just posted which will be weird if it is true which I don’t know until I listen again. I think spiritual warfare is a real thing.
Heh, those words are not in that track so I don’t know how they popped in to my brain.
That is the phrase! I recognize it. Thank you!
And thank you for believing me. No, really, I’m serious. I’m about to cry. It seems as if nobody ever believes me. Thank you.