If I wrote a book about the various house-hold chemicals you can use to kill yourself, I’d be a best selling author. I’ve lost count of the number of times I’ve researched this method. But I stopped those plans and I am now taking medicine and going for counselling. My therapist shows me techniques on how to deal with pressure and it really helps. A little bit of positivity is starting to creep back in and the dark cloak on my mind is slowly being unfurled. But I gotta admit, I do have some dark days but I always find ways of controlling my thoughts. Something that was impossible.
I read a lot of posts on SP and I have to admit that I admire the resilience of some individuals on here. Most of you have survived the worst horrors imaginable. I read your experiences and I am like “damn, I think I am a coward. If I was in your shoes I think I’d be dead already.” You are courageous for staying alive . Things can change.
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Yay, thanks for sharing. Good to hear that you are doing better. It is true that things can change.
I’m swelling with happiness for you! 🙂 Don’t let the occasional dark days discourage you, they’re a normal part of recovery.
So glad to hear things are getting better. 🙂
Thanks for the encouragement guys …
No, thank you!