I’m alive again, so damned alive I’m crying. It’s so funny how I laughed when I felt my worst, and now I’m crying. When she’s talking to me again. She doesn’t hate me. She’s okay with talking to me. I can fix everything I ever did. I’m not alone anymore. This is incoherent, and maybe it should be. I’m high on life and happiness right now, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. Thank God for Sammi, without her I never could have done this. Thank You, Hazy. Thank You, Rocketman. Thank You, Trix. Thank You, SeeSmith. Thank you all for being there when nobody else was. Without all of you behind me, I couldn’t have done this. I couldn’t have ended up where I am right now, which is alive. Alive for the first time in months. Because of Trix’s kind words, Sammi’s support, SeeSmith’s sage advice, and Rocketman’s humor I’m here. I’m here and I’m genuinely smiling. Thank you so damned much.
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I am so happy, you have no idea how happy this makes me.
Oh shit! I forgot to recognize you in the end! Hazy, it’s been a good time talking to you and knowing you. Fuck, without you, I don’t know. Thank You, so much Hazy
You know what? You are so wonderful. god nothing. Thank you.
Hazy, don’t you thank me. I didn’t do as much as I should’ve. I can’t thank you enough, and I’m going to spend a good amount of time trying to return the favor
Wow..I am happy for you, it is really good to read a post like this.
Yes all these people help so much when we are almost losing our mind. Thanks to them I keep going in life.
Awesome 🙂