I don’t know what to do. I want to so bad, I want to just quit, but they called me selfish, they called me an attention-seeker and that’s just made it worse. I’m done. I’m giving up, giving in. I don’t care anymore. Why should I care what they say if I’m just going to die anyway? I’ve thought about it for three days now so don’t fucking tell me I can’t.
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You’re not being selfish or an attention seeker, a lot of times people are lacking in understanding and so act inconsiderate, but what they say isn’t true at all.
I won’t tell you that you can’t, though i will ask you to perhaps reconsider? We are all going to die in the end, it’s a good argument for not wasting time on caring about what ‘they’ say anyway when most the time it’s nothing good.
And… forgive me, but three days.. i’m not sure what to say to that. three days of constantly thinking of death? three days of working up to ending it all? three days of gathering methods? perhaps you could elaborate a little?
Three days of thinking about it, planning, making sure this is what I want to do.
🙁 and have you come to the conclusion that it is in fact what you want to do, that there is nothing that could change your circumstance/mind, or if there is you are unable/unwilling to try it?
I would ask you to possibly give it a little more time, if you are able. New opportunities often present themselves that can change things, or one can seek out change. Have you ever talked about the specifics of your situation with anyone, not necessarily in an official capacity? sometimes it can help to get an outside opinion, or even just having someone to listen who could understand.
I would like to add that i really like your username.. ‘Alair’ means precious (or cheerful), and “Bellerose’ means beautiful… plus it sounds lovely to say (sorry if that’s strange or i’m not helpful)
Thank you, and I have decided to put if off for at least a day or two just in case. I guess I’ll have to put up with this crap until then.
I’m glad you are giving it at least a little bit of time. I hope things can improve for you. feel free to talk more if you want to.