This pulsating pain in my right shoulder, does it mean I’m awake? No… No, I’m obviously still dreaming. I know I should just keep dreaming but with all of the bs in the world, what’s the point? America’s considering voting for a stupid version of Hitler for President, a terrorist group thinks their plan makes sense when it really doesn’t and the world is one itchy, trigger finger away from World War 3! Hah, isn’t the human race wonderful! World peace will be achieved soon! “…And I thought my jokers were bad…” It’s a shame the answer is simple but humans are too fundamentally selfish to realize it… Have fun watching the world burn, guys because I’m quite bored of this movie. So, I think I’m going to walk out of the theater soon. I think I’ll go to the arcade filled with scary games… It’s name? It’s called Hell. Also, this song seems oddly appropriate… https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jn3UO5_Hzl8
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I have lost faith in this world a long time ago. People kill people because someone dissed their outfit that day. Or they kill innocent people because they don’t know how to cry out the pain. The world is only getting worse everyday and I didn’t even want to be here yesterday. I’m still here though because I worry about my family who still want to live and are trying to make it through these shitty circumstances about the stupid presidential candidates and out-dated terrorist groups. I want to be there to hold their hand through the gory movie, instead of adding one more terrible thing to their film. Ya know?
Plus I’m a little OCD and have to finish a movie, no matter how awful it was. 😉
Sadly, I’ve come to the realization my family is cursed. I know my death will just add fuel to the fire but at this point, I’ve stopped caring along the road. My only solution is destruction, one way or the other… Life is nothing more than a black comedy full of irony. If my desire is to wipe the slate clean, normality will always be an illusion. Always trying to keep my Hyde under control when a demented part just wants to let him run free. To kill everything just because it seems fun.
The world has me pretty down today too. Seems to be going to shit. I can’t exit though too many mouths to feed.
That was amazing! Your wording was brilliant. You said everything on how I feel about our world today. Bravo!
It is quite sad… Not pathetic sad, mind you but sorrowful sad… That the words of a nihilst can be related to in any way. The way of life and the cause of destruction is one in the same, after all. That self-entitled, selfish, prejudice, condescending mentality is the disease yet that same disease is believed to be the meaning, too. Why is it wrong to want to leave that behind? I hate the way humans are but can they really change their self-destructive mentality? I doubt it unless a massive genocide happens… *sighs* Even my own friends and family sicken me. So, I guess when I say I don’t want to live on this planet anymore, I don’t mean it figuratively. If I was an astronaut, I would definitely hijack the rocket and see if it’s possible to live on Mars or the Moon.