this year has been horrid, I lost my girlfriend after a drug induced psychosis and wasted all of my money, I’ve managed to save some up again but I’m over feeling hopelessly depressed everyday. I’m buying enough pure nicotine to make sure it works, I tried oleander but nothing happened. My family will be upset but I just can’t do it anymore
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Loss is a terribly painful thing to go through. I’m not sure what to say, except for that I understand how tremendous your pain must be. I wish I could wave a magic wand and take all of it away. I sincerely hope things get better for you soon.
I tried to OD on nicotine once. Drinking activated charcoal afterwards was fun…
Did you extract it yourself? I was going to buy a 10 ml of 99.9% pure bottle. Did you not take enough? was it painful etc
I’ve been there, and I still smoke cigarettes. American spirits though… I am trying to quit… It’s not worth it man.At first everything it feels like the greatest thing that ever happened to you, but after awhile it seems like your using all your happiness up front… and nothing seems that interesting anymore..I’ve had depression for various reasons since I was young too… But then after awhile, you gotta start taking care of yourself, mentally and physically. Like eating healthier and working out, and in the long run that probably does more for your depression.
Wish you all the best man, I know it’s hard but if you hang in there, sunny days will come.