I have no hope for anything anymore, why should I keep living? I just want a reason to still be alive.
I struggle in school. After I messed up kept failing classes and failing a whole semester, it’s going to take forever for me to graduate.
Interpersonal relationships always seem to fail in some way or another, most people seem to want to take advantage of me, and leave eventually. Not to mention that I’m ugly and unlovable, so no one cares about me. I just let everyone down and disappoint them.
My father hates me so much, he changed his will to replace me with my cousins who are better than me in every way.
I can’t function as a real adult, I also have the uncanny ability to screw myself over. The property management screws me over, school screws me over, everyone screws me over and I just let it happen.
I’ll never be happy, I’ll never succeed in anything, I’ll never be loved back, no matter how much love I give to others.
Someone just please give me a reason to keep living. I can’t stand living like this.
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I’m sorry that you’re going through all this. I’m not sure I can give you a reason to keep you alive. I can barely keep myself alive. It must be hard when you feel your own family has turned their backs on you. If it weren’t for my family, I would have been long gone. They are literally my sole reason for sticking around. I’m sure you have a purpose in this world. There is a chance that someone out there is waiting for you to love them and make them happy. Just give yourself a chance. Give life a chance.
Hugs