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Interpersonal Relationship

I Have No Hope In Anything Anymore

by wastedlifeat21 12/23/2015

written by wastedlifeat21

I have no hope for anything anymore, why should I keep living? I just want a reason to still be alive.

I struggle in school. After I messed up kept failing classes and failing a whole semester, it’s going to take forever for me to graduate.

Interpersonal relationships always seem to fail in some way or another, most people seem to want to take advantage of me, and leave eventually. Not to mention that I’m ugly and unlovable, so no one cares about me. I just let everyone down and disappoint them.

My father hates me so much, he changed his will to replace me with my cousins […]

12/23/2015 1 comment

My Depression

by Hi 6/4/2015

written by Hi

So, I have nowhere to rant so im just gonna do it here. Excuse my incorrect grammar and spelling or confusing stuff. Here goes. Please stick with me.

Everyone who I thought was my friend just ignores me. Im never invited anywhere when all my best friends go out together. People never text me, I have to text them first, and they just ignore me. I’m fucking sick of trying to make everyone happy when no one gives a shit about me. Thats one of the reasons why I have depression. Now let me tell about other stuff.

Im not sure how this all started off. I […]

6/4/2015 3 comments

I’ve Fucked Up – Again

by Crazyhorse 3/28/2015

written by Crazyhorse

I’ve got a roommate that I love dearly. Keep in mind, I knew that he didn’t want to marry me, he claimed is was just his friend. He’s was not in the best of health, and I’ve done things for him that only medical people would do; enemas, insulin shots, emptied urinals. I’ve even handled his mail and banking when he’s in the hospital. Now, after 15 years, his health is better, and he’s going back to his old self, screwing any female that looks like a stripper.

But this man, whom I love dearly, doesn’t love me. We got into a hell of a fight. I’m […]

3/28/2015 2 comments

Please help

by sweetnothing26 3/16/2015

written by sweetnothing26

I am in an emotionally abusive relationship but I’m also in love with the abuser. Im trapped and scared and Ive become depressed as well, Ive been thinking about how death would make it easier because of all the other stress I have and its not like I have a friend who would care because I have 0 friends, but right now Im hanging on for family and Im scared of what my relationship is going to do to me because I love this person so much.

~ SN

3/16/2015 3 comments

I Don’t Understand Why I Can’t Receive Love

by almost.recovered 8/28/2014

written by almost.recovered

So I have a boyfriend that I have just started going out with and I’ve known him for six years. We met in a residential program. I was there because I didn’t have a family and I was struggling with mental illness (which I still struggle with). Thankfully now I have a family. I got adopted at the age of sixteen. I am now nineteen. But this guy has liked me for a long time, and now he says he loves me but I’m not sure I even like him in the way I should like a boyfriend. I’ve always had difficulties in relationships. I […]

8/28/2014 2 comments

Really dysfunctional don’t think I should be a part of society.

by peragape 6/20/2014

written by peragape

So I’m 24.

I am on the edge of understanding, people say like a baby bird getting ready to leap from the nest for the first time. but it feels like the closer i get to the edge i will either fall down and my wings will give out with nothing to break my fall… Or life will head off in an infinite spiral of discovery with joy beyond my wildest dreams. -.-

I am super attached to my ego and pain, I am self destructive and use that to put off rebirth.

First some background…

I am of illegitimate birth, when I was born my father never touched […]

6/20/2014 3 comments

Giving in

by PurpletheBunny 5/21/2014

written by PurpletheBunny

I don’t know how much longer I can stand the uselessness of my life.

I hit a lot of those success markers. Â I am 30. Â I have my own place, car, job, life. Â I’ve had a number of intense long term relationships; my ex of a six-year relationship left me in October. Â I have a large group of friends who are, frankly, some of the very best people on the planet. Â I am loved by many. Â I have a Master’s degree in a field where there is at least some work. Â I volunteer. Â I create.

And I just feel done. Â You ever make scrambled eggs and just […]

5/21/2014 1 comment

Social ineptitude

by Minno 5/6/2014

written by Minno

Ellen is spontaneous, outgoing, kind of overbearing at times- but that is what make her so fun to be around- she’s always thinking of things to do and places to go. I, on the other hand, am awkward, shy and rather painful to be around due to a inconvenient addiction to poking people. I have sort of formulated it in to a language.

Through out my life, social ineptitude has been quite detrimental and has never failed to ruin important social encounters, it’s surprising I ever managed to acquire a boyfriend; my friend Ellen managed to conjure several relationships and buckets of friends. She has this […]

5/6/2014 3 comments

Bullying

by suicidal_chick 3/7/2014

written by suicidal_chick

I recently opened up that im bisexual. I didnt really want to tell anyone but i figured that people will bound to know. I live in a small town and word gets around fast. Well me and my best friend made a joke on facebook saying that we were in a relationship (shes straight). A couple hours later in school i heard that people were laughing and talking shit about us. I then decided to make a status on facebook telling everyone to cut the crap. Like who cares if we were dating, its not hurting anyone. Then an hour later one of my friends […]

3/7/2014 7 comments

Oh So Stupid

by naww 11/17/2013

written by naww

I fit in nowhere, not even here.

I will never have meaningful relationships, or maybe even a half-decent career or job.

A lot of people seem to like me, but nobody loves me. Is it because I’m ugly? Stupid? Indecisive? Depressed? It’s probably all those things. I am truly forever alone, incapable of forming bonds or living a happy and meaningful life. I’m useless.

11/17/2013 10 comments

Wouldn’t it be nice if there were a “Life – Switch Off” button…

by nanashi gm 6/6/2012

written by nanashi gm

I always have great imagination, i can simulate what’s going to happen in the near future

but what i see is always a dull boring life, of course i also tried challenging and less predictable activities like mountain climbing and ruins exploring, but in the end nothing happened and i went back to my boring life

I always wished i would just kick the bucket during one of my journeys, but to no avail. I have always survived and while it was a refreshing experience, the excitement won’t last even for a day, daily life is just too boring god……..

as much as i wished for a “switch […]

6/6/2012 11 comments