All the memories just replay in my head over and over. The good ones make me think how can this possibly be happening when things were so good? And the bad ones make me wonder what I did wrong and think of a million other ways I could have done things differently. Just over and over and over.
The only time I get away is if my sleeping pills work or I’m asleep. I feel like if I had the access and knowledge I would become an addict to something because I can’t imagine living a life being haunted by memories. How am I supposed to do this? They’re not going to go away.
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Hii.
I know that feeling friend. I do wish i could fix some things back than.
I dont have the awnser myself, it makes every new day hard to hold on, but people says that we need to create new memories good ones, and about the past, good or bad , it stays there burried.
We need to live today , or die trying.