Hey guys. I am realizing something here. I have to move on. I have a picture with myself since I was 8 years old. I look at that picture and imagine what he wanted. He was a good kind child. His parents gave him the best they had. He had computer and a shelter+ food. Some of us don’t have this, some of us are paralyzed, having serious medical problems and the list can continue. The divorce of my parents and my introverted nature shattered my world, and the dissapointments with my exes. But still, like Salt said, I am good looking and smart. I have to do something, I have to live,I have to let go all the pain.
I always wanted to become a footballer, but it wasn’t possible. But from all the sports that I did , I found that I am good at boxing and bodybuilding even if I am not so much into them. These sports make my feel alive, my kindess makes me feel alive.
About atheism, creation and all that philosophical bullshit, WE WILL NEVER KNOW FOR SURE. There are a lot of possibilities, a lot , and atheism seems to be right in some but I have to not think about life and its meaning because it makes me feel depressed and suicidal. I hope you find some comfort in this life.I am going to train very hard and be ripped as fuck. You can do that too. Try to enjoy life. I am not saying please because I know very well how it is to be depressed and suicidal, but I hope from all my heart even if it dosen’t exist that there is something out there that will take care of us. If not in this life at least give us comfort in the afterlife or if there is another dimension and etc. I hope you all find peace. I will never enter this site again because it makes me feel depressed. Somebody said that we have no idea how powerfull we are. I hope he is right. The thing is, that he always was right, lel .Salt man, you are the best, you always answered my shit, take care of you and god speed. I am also very young, I am going to turn 20 on 26th. I love you all and goodbye, sorry for this long text. P.S :
FUARKKKKKK!
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Good luck! :]
Goodbye, and Good luck. I wish for you every blessing I can think of, and your testimony was powerful. Thanks for giving us that.
Costy, you’re going to do it man!! No one can beat you, only yourself. Put those muscles, brains and good looks to use. People would kill to be you. If you throw it away I’ll kick your ass. I can’t box, but I can tie your shoelaces together when you’re not looking, then punch you in the back of the head. So watch out 😉
Seriously, you have everything you need. Use it to make this world better.
“About atheism, creation and all that philosophical bullshit, WE WILL NEVER KNOW FOR SURE.”
Exactly. If it makes you depressed to think about it, then don’t! Like, if you’re flying on a plane… some people will get hysterical with fear, thinking they might crash. But why worry? You don’t know what’ll happen, and there’s nothing you can do about it. So get a bag of peanuts, flirt with the stewardess and enjoy the flight ha. Happy trails, Costy.
I forgot to add. This is one of the wisest things I’ve ever heard: “my kindness makes me feel alive.”
Salt man. After we die I hope we will go to heaven and drink a cup of lemonade in Caraibe listening to music beeing happy, best wishes man, best wishes.
Good luck, Costy. I hope you live a long, happy life!
Wishing you the very best.