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Sorry about the religious music. I don’t believe in religion but i do believe in god. I dont assume to know anything about god but i dont think he wants us to kill each other for him or that hes really that concerned in how we believe in him or even that we directly believe in him given just as long as we are trying to be better people to each other. The song is the sample source for Jesus Walks but its soulful on its own i had to post it. But this post isnt about that its about you yes you. I have a friend that I’m worried has killed themselves. They live far away and have blocked all online contact. The thought of them dead destroys me. Stevie Wonder can see all of their potential but they dont. They genuinely belive they are unloved and unnecessary as i have felt and im sure most of you have felt or feel now. The fact is thats a disease based upon a combination of nature and nature that is falsly implanting thoughts like that in your mind. You matter to me to other people. I dont want to say friends or family because i know first hand that may not always be the case. But you do matter to the people here. So im not saying you should live just for someone else. But i am saying you should try at least one more time. Give yourself another 6 months and go towards something you would never think you could be able to do. Please try. Please not for everyone else but for yourself. Exhaust everything in your emotional or situational arsenal to live. I cant promise myself that i wont end it myself, especially with the possible loss of my friend, but ill try all i can before i do. You’re special you deserve anothet chance. Happy new year. For those in 2016 already how is it?