its probably only me but I just find life too hard. I hate the way my mind works, I just see the bad in everything and feel like I cant fit in with these happy go lucky optimistic people.
I wish there was a way to talk about issues and improve things before they got so bad. But when I was a teenager, I thought they were already really bad, was struggling back then and I didnt want to admit to anything because that would put me in a deeper hole that I already was in.
Just wish there were people that could have helped me when I was younger. I guess my parents didnt have any alarms going off in their head when they saw me alone in my room with a bitter attitude 🙁
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I too feel like it’s just too hard. That really sums it up. It’s not just you
I’m right there with you, you’re definitely not alone in this. It’s hard to see others so happy and outgoing while I’m stuck in my own little depressive bubble. I’m still very young, and lucky enough to have gotten some help from adults I’ve sought out.