I’m so full of poison. I hate everybody. Everything. Myself. Fuck reality for being like this. Fuck me for feeling like this. I just want it to stop. I want to sleep, and wake up in a world that isn’t this one, where I am not this person. Or failing that, I want to burn the whole thing down.
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You’re not alone. I’m still trying to figure out how to accept the world we’re given.
Life is not a fancy picnic all the time and yes the world does have its problems. But try to get rid of the hate. Hate will eat you up inside. Try to learn to go with the flow and try not to let things bother you to much. Try to look at things with a humorous eye lense.
The odd picnic would be nice though. I don’t know what to do with all this hatred & negativity. I do try to go with the flow and see the humour in things. But shit just does get to me. Not being able to get enough sleep doesn’t help.
hey thehusk, we could have a hatnic. All the fun of a picnic but in addition to tastey finger sandwiches and club soda we would have nerf guns which we would shoot at any happy lovers that happen to be picnicking around us. One point per hit, you get a bonus point if you fire one between them and they keep necking and don’t notice.
Yes! I feel the same way. I’m full of pent up rage, anger and hate. Hate for this shitty fucked world and for the shitty things shitty people are doing to each other, the poor, oppressed, etc. I have no hope in humanity.
Ditto about having no hope in humanity. Sometimes, human nature just seems disgusting.
There are days my rage is bottomless. On those days I pray for forgiveness.