day after day, i wish i could be dead. I wish I could just disappear. Everytime I walk, move, talk you name it. I know everybody else hates me. So I’m just realising more and more that I really don’t have a reason to ‘ve Alive. I tried to wait it out. But I just can’t anymore. It won’t get better. It’s the same shit everyday. Go to school. Pretend. Be ignored. Home. Everyday Mon – Fri. I’m realising that no one even cares, and the progression why I am still here is because I’m too fucking scared to end it. My stress levels have been so high lately, and I’m aggrevated by every little thing. I try to put on the smile but it just keeps getting harder to do. I think this is the end. If it isnt today, then probably this week. I can’t live like this Anymore. I cant stay here
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I felt the same way, feel the same way that I was too scared to end it. I too don’t have a reason for myself too live. I don’t want to go on. I still am. I can relate. If you want to let it out. What helped me the most was talking about it on SP. with everyone here and sometimes ppl would offer their email or msngr. But for me through the crying and however I felt sad, or halfway decent. But through whatever it is that makes you feel this way. I nust want you to KNOW that some of us here, if not all of us here know and feel exactly what you’re going through and if you can talk about it. Do so. Talking through it on SP. And with ppl from sp can help. We want to. If you want to too.i cried so much about myself and my hardships abd. Ucc
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