I am not being able to work. I have been in a crisis for six months and I was being able to face work. But this days it’s becoming more and more difficult. I am scared right now.
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why are you scared?
Doesn’t your work mainly consist of sexual innuendos with James Bond?
oh my god. i’m laughing so hard xD
Hahaha, even if it was so. But you made me laugh hahaha. (It because of my dogs name) wasn’t actually thinking in James Bond.
Thank you
Very sorry to hear that. x
Do you know why it’s been more difficult lately?
Moneypenny,
we are all scared, we must fight it! and carry on! you will see you were scared over nothing! then it gets easier.
I really hope so. But it feels it’s eating me now. The funny part is it always ends up relating to faith or patience, that’s why it’s so difficult.
And you are right, there must be a light somewhere.
But if it depends on me, then….
I get major anxiety when I’m scared, which is extremely debilitating. Being scared and in crisis would make it very difficult to work. This is your reality. Being scared is something that doesn’t magically resolve itself. And the things we’re scared about usually have a strong basis. Being scared usually resonates from our intuition. I’m a strong believer in never dismissing your intuition. Being scared makes us vulnerable. During vulnerable times, it’s good to have understanding of others. Hopefully your fears will lessen.
I feel hypocritical after laughing. But, the thing is I am inestable. At one minute I am ok and at the next I just want to die for once and for all. and for real.
Things are out of control specially when I am alone. And that’s what’s been happening, I’ve been lonlier this days.
But I can’t depend on others to be o.k.
Specially if I need to be alone to concentrate on my work.