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I feel so alone

by kbking6
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I feel so alone, no one to talk to, no one to understand. I am going insane with my resent brake up.. She left me for another man and had no same in saying she has slept with him multiple times already.. I can not face this pressure and anger building up inside of me. I am crazy about this girl and always will be, but she has just shut me off.. Can’t wait to die

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9 comments

Ylem31 1/6/2016 - 9:44 am

Hi kbking
You don’t have to be alone. I’m here if you need to talk. And so are other people here on SP.
I truly hope that you find peace. Good luck.

Darvin 1/6/2016 - 10:09 am

That sucks, i know!
You have to move on. Forget about her. She clearly doesn’t appreciate you so why bothering feeling hate, it will only damage you.
SHE’S NOT WORTH DYING FOR!
Believe me, you’ll feel so much better if you just let it go!

kbking6 1/6/2016 - 10:11 am

Thank you for the kind words Ylem31

I’m just finding it harder and harder to move on in life without her.. I still have so much love and so much to give to her she just can’t see it and doesn’t doesn’t want to. I have thoughts of her in bed with another man kills my insides beyond discrepation :/

kbking6 1/6/2016 - 10:19 am

Thank you also darvin

Ylem31 1/6/2016 - 10:33 am

King, I really think you are taking the easy way out. A quick fix to your problem. You’ve already been through a lot. Heroin addict father and all that. Take this as just another hurdle life has thrown your way. Just another lemon.
Give yourself some time to heal. Don’t let the pain be what rules your head right now. I almost ended my life about a month ago when I couldn’t take the pain anymore. A dog I hate happened to save me.
I’m in so much pain even right now, I feel so alone I wish it was all over. But I know it’s not really a solution.
We both just need some time to heal. Don’t make any rash decisions now.

run rabbit run 1/6/2016 - 10:38 am

Right there with you brother

kbking6 1/6/2016 - 10:51 am

They say time heals everything .. But I feel like time just prelongs the pain. I constantly think about it, I have a fear of lost If this is how I feel over a break up I don’t even want to imagine how I feel my mum or brother dies. I just don’t want to go through it I can’t see myself doing so. I’m not ready for what this word has to offer .. If I don’t do it now it’s just a matter of time before I put the ******** hood

NoBuddy 1/6/2016 - 12:12 pm

Me too want to quit. Can’t wait to die. Hope you’ll be fine bro and I could die.

October_rain 1/6/2016 - 1:15 pm

Sorry to hear about all that. I don’t know all the details of where things went wrong with your situation. And I know it must be extremely hard for you to see clearly right now through the fog of all those emotions. But try to get some exercise and focus on some goals and hobbies for now. What she’s done is outside of your control, but you CAN control and should work on yourself.

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