Depression is like a bottomless pit. You can tell someone you’re falling and you just don’t see an end to it, but they tell you to be thankful you’ve never came crashing to the bottom. Why would I be thankful for never hitting the bottom, even if at an extreme force. I’ll never stop falling. I’ll never know anything but falling or the peace of finding the end I’ve been dreaming of. Nothing I do fucking matters. I can’t stop my falling, I’ll soon never be able to see the light again.. Everything is just getting darker and I’m tired of falling..
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It really sucks. Even when you’re having a decent day, depression comes up and brings you right back down.
I wanted to stay in bed and not bother today, but I got up, did the dishes, helped my granny cook and dyed my hair deep purple.
Still, at the end of the night, the despair creeps in. I feel like nothing. I am so down and terribly lonely. Sick of this.
hi guys I know what you are saying I’ve been there sort of got through it but not completely so for me it is coming back that black hole that you land in no one to help u no light at the end of the tunnel I know that feeling all too well and I don’t know if im going to make it this time things are just getting too much for me I think I must just give up throw in the towel and just go get away from everything & everyone at least then I will be free like a bird not a care cause after all no matter when we die we leave with nothing so why worry about anything it all just brings bad feelings that don’t go away nothing makes me happy any more