It’s all too real…

It’s been a very long time since I have visited here. It’s been at least two months since I wrote anything here and since I felt this lost. Tonight however, was the first time in what feels like an eternity that I felt completely lost, alone, helpless, and like no one was ever going to be able to be trusted again.
You see, to understand you would have to know what it felt like to be living a type of Quintin Terentino movie that felt all too much like a dream but one that you could never wake up from. Add to that a movie where promises are made and never kept and where no one is who they say they are in the end. Then they all end up killing each other and leaving you standing there wondering why.
This shit has just got to stop. This shit has just got to be done with already. I am so sick of the inconsistencies and the ramblings of people who dont even know what life is that say that they can tell one thing from another. You wanna see crazy? Look at fucking Alice in the looking glass or some dumb ass 30 year old woman who still runs the streets acting as though she is some teenager with nothing to loose and her whole life ahead of her. Literally. That shits crazy.
This is literally all too real.