I hate weekends, they are terrible…. And they start on Friday for me now 🙁 I hate the being alone and doing nothing. I used to look forward to them as I hated leaving the house but now I like leaving the house but won’t if I have no reason to…. Yesterday I did leave the house though, however not for good reasons, went to drop off my resume at a place, which was stressful… I doubt I’ll manage to get the job, and in some ways I hope that I don’t. I worry about the hours that they may offer, they have to work around my school schedule, but also I would hate to start work too early after my classes end too, as then I wouldn’t be able to spend time with people after class 🙁 I’ve been enjoying that part of my day, generally at least some of them are there everyday…. It’s pleasant, I miss them already, won’t get to see them until Monday 🙁 But also managing to get the job may be nice, it would allow me to meet my requirements.
Also I’m really starting to find something concerning relating to the people that I’ve been spending time with…. I simply can’t stop constantly thinking about one of them, they have been in a few of my dreams even -_- I find myself thinking about them a lot, I don’t really like this…. 🙁
So how’s everyone doing?
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At least the weekend is just two days long. What i tend to do to avoid the loneliness that comes with the weekends is either do something specific that takes a lot of my time (like repairing stuff, doing assignments, etc), or just go for walks to do whatever stuff… even if it’s just grabbing a cup of coffee somewhere, it’s still a excuse to go out. You might still get the job even if you think you didn’t, but do check if the hours are good for you, or talk it out with the boss, some places are more flexible regarding hours if they see you’re a good worker.
As for how i’m doing… lol, i have 35 day weekend starting now (college break). No idea how i’m going to occupy my time to not go insane, lol.
yeah, I am currently trying to convince somebody to go to a place with me…. it may work ^_^
and good luck with surviving that break….
usually I spend my weekends looking forward to going back to school, hoping something exciting will happen…
That’s mostly what I do, trying to just kill time until school happens again and I can see my 3 friends again ^_^ (hopefully) The weekend itself though is just horrible…. I don’t feel like doing anything :/ so I’ve just kind of done nothing so far today, barely even ate -_-