would it be so bad if I committed to an attempt? I feel so shit all the time and it’s stuff that has been present all my life, it’s something that I know isn’t going to improve to normal levels. For example I’ve always been cynical, now I’m super cynical but I don’t see myself becoming someone who just isn’t cynical. Oh sure it can get better but it will always be there and it’s going to eventually cause me to fall down again
So would it be bad if I just make an attempt?
And what if it’s someone that I know has a high success rate…
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That’s only up to you, but you have to know that regardless of having a huge success method, every method has the possibility of failing and leaving you in an even worse condition. You did say that you couldn’t change completely but that you could “improve it”, i guess the question there is, is that enough for you? maybe improving things might indeed be enough (and better than making an attempt) but that’s something that only you can answer. Whatever you end up doing, i wish you good luck and i do hope that things improve for you.
Uhhh….God, ummm….yes. that would be fucking stupid…..do you feel like talking, maybe? Like, instead of that whole, ‘killing yourself’ thing? I’ll even give you my number.
I’m being serious….sorry if it’s hard to tell, I’m a bit cynical myself…
I do feel like talking, should I email you?
Yes. Can you see my email address? I can’t post it here
It quartney underscore (_) stack (1 word) at Yahoo dot com
Mf is right. The choice is yours. It’s your life.
At some point I thought I needed to make an attempt so my family will realise just how rough things are for me. I wanted just an attempt. Unsuccessful attempt. One that will put me in hospital just so they know how serious my condition is. How stupid is that? Attention seeking maybe? And I still feel this way. I didn’t do it because I was afraid I’ll be successful, so I ended up not doing anything.
I don’t really know what to say to your question because I’m in the same space you’re in (with the attempt).
Wishing you all the best tho.
Thanks Ylem, I’ve been thinking that only you would know your situation well enough to make decisions like this