I finally finished reading My Heart and Other Black Holes by Jasmine Warga. After reading it, it makes me rethink about suiciding. It makes me think that maybe I can be fixed back again. That maybe I can recover. That maybe I can still be saved. But I think what I’m feeling right now is just temporary. I know tomorrow I’ll be depress all over again. But I know somewhere deep inside me, I’m begging to be saved from this black hole.
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I have that feeling too sometimes, and the sadest part is, like you, that it eventually goes away. You must keep positive and keep going, I know is hard, but if we end it now how will we be sure that we did not miss something good ?
Friend, as long as you feel that you can be saved, I say go for it!!!!llll It is true that we can always kill ourselves but once we die, thats it. I would give anything to feel that way. I never discourage Suicide as I feel the same way, but I also believe that a person should give living every chance they can!!!!!! I can relate to much of your post myself. No matter what you decide though we at SP are here for you!!!!!!l π
Makes me want to read it. I could use some hope. Thanks