Im working as a temp and have been for a couple of months. I may have had a chance to get hired on but i just no call no showed now i may be jobless. I kept calling the temp and company the past few days to see if i had to work with no answer with either. Now someone is telling me i did have to work and idk what to do. There is a dam 10 minutes away i can always jump. Im soooooo tired of always fucking up my life. My plan was to just go but i overslept woke up hella late and said fuck it. Im so tired of closing off my few opportunities.
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Sometimes I get panic attacks when I screw up really badly. And I always find a way to screw up even trivial things so badly it’s painful to watch. The best thing for me is to try to occupy myself and think as little as possible about it. Often those things solve themselves out and there is always time to take action later if there is the urge for it. Please wait and see how will it turn out before you do anything and if possible, please keep us updated.