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The Character was me…

by nonexistingsoul

When I was a kid, I often watch movies or videos with characters who have depression. I was so sad when watching them when I was a kid. They look so desperate. So fragile. So scarred. I pity them. But I never expected that I would end up just like them. A scarred human. Like a wandering soul looking for a reason to live. I never knew that I would end up just like them. I’m still a teenager but I already want to die. If I had a chance to die without killing myself, I’d probably take it. I’m not a coward for running away from problems and thinking dying is the solution. It’s just so hard. It’s like I’m breaking apart.

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Peace 1/14/2016 - 2:58 pm

OMG. I thought that was me in that character.
(Kidding šŸ™‚ No hard feelings šŸ™‚ )

Hmm. Fair suggestion.
It is your first post I guess. So I can assume that it is just a start. So here is a cool fact to know. Nothing is too hazardous if you find out at first stage. You did find out. Now, all you have to do is take your meds.
And what is your meds..?
Could be multiple things.
Like for a start, share your feelings with you friends and family.
Don’t be alone.
Stay busy.
Watch something funny.
Put your energy in things you like instead of being alone and sad.
Like Music ? Enjoy. šŸ™‚
Hang out with you friends.

And most importantly never leave that hand which stopped you from jumping infront of that train. True friends are rare. Hold onto them.
And we also need stupid silly frnds for fun.:-)
So hang out with your frnds. Just chill out with them.

nonexistingsoul 1/15/2016 - 8:54 am

Yeah. Iā€™m new here. I just found this site. And thankyou for the advice. But still, there is something inside me that is keeping me from being happy. But I wish I could get better. I wish to have the peace that I want.

nonexistingsoul 1/15/2016 - 8:41 am

Yeah. I’m new here. I just found this site. And thankyou for the advice. But still, there is something inside me that is keeping me from being happy. But I wish I could get better. I wish to have the peace that I want.

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