I need to accept the reality; either through force or escape. I’m so cold, so numb, so apathetic that I can’t save anyone. Yet, I try for no other reason than boredom. I don’t want to help them, I just do it to make it seem like my life has meaning. In the end, I just make things worse… Because I just don’t care.
Screw it, I’ll just say it already! Anyone that dates/befriends me is asking for trouble, especially on SP. God forbid, someone on here does develop a crush on me… I don’t even want to imagine that horror show…
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It’s okay. Sometimes you don’t have to feel things. Feelings come and go. You don’t need to care for everyone. It’s important that you care for yourself, because you are the only person who is capable of perceiving the world around you. As well we could just live in a dream… so please remember that you should be focused on yourself more than on others.
Wasup. People were just asking about you.
Zetsumei,
i like you! i’m a guy as you know! ha ha! i have a crush on you! ha ha! your a good guy, but i’m not going to give you a big sloppy kiss! when you going to write another story? you have a good imagination.
I actually replied in a different post that I think part of the reason we’re here is that we know how much we hurt, and we don’t want others to have to hurt that much, so we do…well, whatever little we think we can. Are you really sure it’s just boredom and you don’t care?
Hi there, Zetsumei.
I’m Trey. Nice to meet you.
idk if you know me, but I know a bit about you through the stories you’ve written and they are quite good. Echoing rocketman a little here.
I think that you’re a nice guy and that you have a good heart..
Just letting you know.
My email is on my profile. Feel free to message me anytime. 🙂