well to add to my mental state my doctor is sending me to get me checked to see if I have personality disorder which means I’ll have another mental Illness to add to the others great but will sort of explain why I find it hard to keep a relationship maybe because I don’t let people get to close but after 8 years u would think that u would be able to let someone get close well not me I always manage to sabatage anything that’s going well in my life iv become everything that I didn’t want to become im at a cross road don’t know what road to take sigh
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You’re not crazy for keeping people at arms length. Who said you have to let anybody in?
True but if your in a relationship for years you should be able to open I just come out of a relationship was with my ex for years and still found it differcult to open up I’m not really one to show much emotion ? But it ended and I’m still deviststed so their is some emotion there under there