It’s ironic how our life experiences are meant to make us the people we are meant to be but they seem to be crippling us at the same time pushing me right to the edge is this my destiny to live in the shade were the light in the dark ?
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I agree about the “crippling” part.
I’m crippled both figuratively and literally, although I guess that’s not the politically correct term anymore. I think they changed it to “physically challenged” or something, instead of crippled.
It’s just words. Soon they’ll probably change the “correct” term to something else.
I can walk, but barely. It’s gotten worse the past few years.
Also I sometimes feel crushed and crippled in an emotional sense, to the extent that I feel suffocated thinking about what the future is going to bring.
I always found it fascinating, frustrating, and ironic that the same mind can fight for both life and death at the same time. Instinctively we fight to stay alive, even when the same mind is also so depressed it can’t bear the thought of seeing another day.
I also feel suffocated by thinking of the future and I feel weighted down by thinking of the past I don’t actually live in the present moment one thing I struggle with
Insomnia is a rough thing lately, since instead of past or future, it’s just one big long “present” moment for hours on end.
I got insomnia as well I know what it’s like laying there for hours on end overthinking etc its a living nightmare